Becomin' a doctor (like doctor house?)

Hi everyone, i think we all sometimes have tought if the career we choose is the right one, or if is it really the only career you're going to take in life... i am one of the people who allways wonder "what would it be if i..." with today's task i'm wondering how would it be if instead been studying this career i'd be studying medicine. (yes everyone at school i was scientist and wanted to study it) well i can't imagine myself as a real medicine student right now... i can't stand be around by death bodys or blood constantly, when i was fifteen it doesn't scared me but right now when i'm 20 years old i swear i see blood or an injury i feel sick and have this weird need to run xD.

My mom and friends of her said to me (when i was little and wanted medicine) "oh to reach this career you have study a lot, almost be a lab rat and practicly have absolutely no life" ¬¬. very nice as you can see the friends xD, i knew that time all the pros and cons of the situation but anyway, i had "vocation" or whatever you call. with time this vocation went away from me and right now honestly i don't know where is, but it doesn't bother me not have it.
Been a doctor is hard, and the hard life start when you are in college, it's true that you don't have life, you have a lots of subjects and if you fail one you fail almost the whole year, even when you past the rest of subjects, for example "you fail anato and you come back to first year" so you must be stick at your books and study since math to the micro bone next to the crain behind the neck (its just an example not the real anatomy of the human being).

Anyway... i did not study medicine because i dont like chemistry so i wouldn't be able to reach a lot of points in science psu because of chemistry :P but i'm happy on this career and i'm even more happy with photography

Take care everyone =)